Our Faith is full of paradoxes: One God, but Three Persons; Death is actually Life; when we give spiritual gifts, we actually receive more! Another one is that of spiritual childhood, a requirement for maturity and sanctity. Jesus said, "Unless you turn and become like a little child, you will not enter the Kingdom of Heaven." (Matthew 18:3)
Our patron, St. Therese, gave us so much in the way of spiritual childhood. She, who has been named a Doctor of the Church (Pope St. John Paul II), and one of the "greatest saints of modern times" (Pope St. Pius X), saw herself only as a little one. "Because I was little and weak, He lowered Himself to me..."
When we feel our weakness, whether that is in our work, our relationships, our spiritual life, or simply in our bodies, we can get discouraged. We might start thinking, "I can't do anything right!" Or we might push ourselves even harder, to accomplish more. In contrast, the way of spiritual childhood could be summed up in one word: trust. We go to Jesus in our weakness, not hiding anything, crying out to Him for help. We recognize we can't do it, and we "love our littleness," opening ourselves up to receive God's mercy.
"And if the good God wants you weak and helpless like a child...do you believe that you will have less merit?...Agree to stumble at every step therefore, even to fall, to carry your cross weakly, to love your helplessness. Your soul will draw more profit from it than if, carried by grace, you would accomplish with enthusiasm heroic actions that would fill your soul with personal satisfaction and pride." (St. Therese)
"Do not fear, the poorer you are, the more Jesus will love you. He will go very far in search of you, if at times you wander off a little." (St. Therese to one of her sisters)
Sister Mary Agnes, C.K.