Our 8th graders were invited to go on pilgrimage to the Bishop Sheen Beatification in St. Louis. They traveled by bus and stayed in a local parish hall. This is from a family whose child went on the trip. (Shared with permission of parent and child.)
She came home from the Fulton Sheen beatification completely wiped out...I asked her if the trip had been hard.
She said, “Very. But I’d do it with Him again tomorrow.”
That about did me in.
I know so much goes into forming these kids over all the years they’re at St. Teresa. So many little things we probably don’t see the fruit of right away. But this felt like one of those moments where I got to see some of it.
She wrote this Fulton Sheen quote in her prayer journal after she was home and sick in bed, “Unless there is a Good Friday in our lives, there will never be an Easter Sunday.”
More than anything I could ever want for all of my children is for them to know Jesus, to love Him, to receive Him, and to spend their lives becoming saints. I want them to understand that the goal of all of this is eternity with Him. Watching my child come home exhausted and sick and still say she’d do it all over again with Him made me even more grateful that she had the opportunity to go.
So mostly, I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for all the ways you help point our children toward Christ and remind them, over and over again, what all of this is ultimately for. To know Him, to love Him, and one day, by His grace, to be with Him forever.
What a gift.
And then this in her prayer journal… I asked her if I could share this. She said yes …
“Going to Fulton Sheen’s beatification was really hard. We slept on a floor, didn’t shower for days, were exhausted, and by the time I got home I was sick. But I would do it again tomorrow.
I think the biggest thing I came home realizing more than I did before is that my worth is in Jesus.
There are so many things that feel really important right now. What people think of me. If someone is rude to me. If I fit in. School, sports, grades, friendships, and all the things I think I need to have figured out. But someday I’m going to stand before Jesus, and none of that is going to matter the way I think it does right now.
It won’t matter how much of this world I knew. It won’t matter who liked me or didn’t like me. It won’t matter if someone was rude to me or if I felt left out. What will matter is how I loved Jesus and how I loved the people He put in front of me.
Being at the beatification and seeing so many people together because of the way one person lived his life for Jesus made sainthood feel really real to me. Fulton Sheen was a real person who lived in this world, had hard things happen, and still chose Jesus.
I want that.
I don’t just want to know about saints, I just really want to be HIS saint
I know I won’t do that perfectly. I’ll mess up and care too much about things that don’t matter. But I want to keep coming back to Him. I want my life to belong to Jesus.
Someday I want to stand before Him and know that even when it was hard, I kept choosing Him.
The trip was hard but also one of the best things I’ve done with Jesus.
I really really would do it again with Him tomorrow.
Blessed Fulton Sheen, pray for me.”
God be praised for the blessings of this event! Thanks to Miss Timmerman who provided the original inspiration for our kids to go on the pilgrimage. Thanks also to Sister Mary Agnes and several staff members from St. Joseph School who worked hard on the planning team. Also, thanks to the parent chaperones and the students who went, and especially to God who graced the event in abundance. May the graces find permanent homes in our hearts.
Sister Mary Michael, C.K.